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lørdag juli 18 - 07:21 A season of highs and lows so far. I started with the low of rejection from my fellow managers in my quest to manage my national team. The dutch winner got twice the number of votes I did and although I've congratulated him, my dream of leading my country looks further away than ever. After a couple of days lying down in a dark room, I hit the whiskey and phoned Big Sam, seeking his advice on national rejection. He suggested applying to talksport radio. Eventually, I got out my Kevin Keegan autobiography and after a triple read, got myself going again. Angola's national fortunes continue to take a turn for the worse. Perhaps my destiny lies there.
On the pitch my best start ever raises hopes for a top four finish. Cardiff seem to have capitulated for now, so the chance is there. Paolo Liatti is clearly benefitting from Roy's pep talks and our new keeper has made a massive impact. He's showing his experience by actually standing between the goalposts during a game.
Disaster struck in our first European campaign. Despite winning our debut tie, a dodgy penalty and an own goal meant we were constantly chasing the second tie, which ran away from us. Poor management and I feel I let you all down. I apologise.
Sustainable? Only a word that's entered my vocabulary this morning. Kevin doesn't use words like sustainable. On a positive note, today sees the opening of our 200,000 stadium. That will bring more cash in. But the rumour that the electricity bill has not yet been paid is true, finances are very tight and my squad is thin and old. We'll probably get worse, then better again.
Good luck all and thanks to those of you who voted for me for England manager.